so today is christmas eve and thats exciting. i love it, but shit happens..haha.
Left Alone In This Cold Place
when i think about what we had
i think about the love
and the gift of life we shared
i thought maybe it would be
something i'd like to remember.
"forever and ever, babe"
is what i heard
but your eyes said the opposite
and my heart couldn't take it anymore
i knew it was over before it began
somethings were just not ment to be
it almost was too good to be true.
nothing lasts forever
so why give anything a chance
leaving me heart broken
and leaving me with tears in my eyes
now i have nothing
and i am no one.
i hide in the shadows
and say nothing
this is the life
of the broken hearted.
FOR MELISSAA--->>>
amo il melissa. è bell'ed è il mio amico migliore mai. e dondola il mio mondo
i love you<3333
dude, i messed up my shoulder...AHH pain! it sucks. goddamn it i always have to get hurt or sick somehow. i don't like winter. it blows. well anywho meet today!
so unlike yesterday, today was actually ok. i went to skool the same shit and yeah..then i had no practice. emilie came over and we were doing "homework" but um yeah..tumoro i have practice for the meet on thursday against Schaumburg. so that should be exciting. mhm..atleast i get to play so it's not like im guna be bored..tired yes but never bored. my friends are coming..im lucky to have friends like them, they care about me so much. and they come a support me whenever they can. i sawe mel's new haircut. it's HOT! i love you, mel. we're on for pool on saturday and im so excited but i kinda suck that's ok i'll let her win. haha. anyway i think that's it. im guna go read a million little pieces. it's a really good book and i recommend it to anyone.
here's a poem that i made up like right now..haha. i hope you like it.
Where's The Escape Of it All
Everything can change during one night
only one kiss
is needed to make someone fall in love
head over heals
for that person that completes them.
Sleepless nights
when you wonder what the only one is doing
Figuring out
the fear of ending up alone.
We tried
to be just friends, but i can't.
I feel
so in love with you, what can i do?
I've wondered
about life ending too soon.
Question
if you really care about us.
Running
away from all the pain, alone.
Trying
to start my life all over again.